Big brain not working.

Yes! I'm finally going to rest next month.

Seriously, I might not blow my temper up. Doesn't mean that I accept what you say. You said I always talk not using big brain, let it be. You say I purposely talk inaccurate, forget it. You said next time better don't ask me things because I'm alway very blur, then? Why bother to ask? Every time I told you, you don't believe. Ended up, still same answer with me. Don't joke!

Next month , Next month! FTT! I'm still reading my Theory. You know! I'm not clever, mind not clear. How to memorizes everything.

Name Necklace ( Super Happy)

Yeah-ness! I received my name necklace. Order from Mylittlebow just last week. Received today. Super fast.. Hahas! Work and Work recently. I can't wait for my next pay.. July got to work more, Full time going overseas.. I got to cover her shift. ): But for the sake of money, I will 撑过去的. Wakakas! But I hope there is no Zero again.. OK, Sis asked me to study diploma. She asked me not to retake N's. HOW?! Why am i always making myself in this suitation? Haiyo... I really have to do some self reflection. -.-

Next year.

Called up ITE yesterday. Intake starts next year. But I can't take back the same course. My course is no longer there. So I think I go to see next year entry requirement. Hopefully I can get in some that I'm really very interested in. Private N also start next year.  加油！

What to do?

What to do? I want to continuc my studies but parents doesn't seems to care about it, they only care whether sis can go uni. So, I'm all alone in this? Why everything sis seems to come first? My house downstairs had robber and someone staying one storey down got robbed, my sis ask my sis to beware when I'm always working till late night, home alone as dad got to work shift recently. I'm your daughter too, ain't I?

Utterly Disappointed.

I give up. I called the section head of the course i wanted. He asked me about my GPA and after he heard my GPA he say " Sorry, Rejected. Decline Decline. " I know myself, im not someone who can score well even if i study well. My brain wasn't good toward studies. I think im going to find some full time job before i quit Billabong? I guess so.. Yeah! 加油!加油！